Wednesday, December 31, 2014

2014 all year round

2014 is weird. It has 2 parts.
The first part is totally different from the second part.

The first six months.
I was struggling for University placement and scholarship, study, interviews, spent money, stress waiting, excitement, and then disappointment, heartbreak, all in 6 months.
Struggled at work too.
Plane went missing - this is torture, We flew a lot! it's not funny.
Family day was a mess, I felt I did bad, didn't meet the expectation.
Did everything in hoping to be 'the last time i'm doing this because i'm not gonna be around next year'
Jet setting, took up Kota Kinabalu, Bali, Jogja, Jakarta before I halted.
Struggled to accept the fact my bestfriend was getting engaged.
Everything seems blurry and I have nothing to hold on to.

And then the second half started.
It was slow. Puasa and raya was slow. World cup was slow.
I bounced back at work, started to gain my boss' trust again, built up my reputation again.
Reconnect with some people, find new direction, making new plans for new year (already).
Worked out a bit. Loved that!
Take babysitting seriously.
Made new friends.
Loved the fact my bestfriend was getting married - and LOVE the wedding.
Promoted :)
Ended the year, with a winter wonderland, in Shanghai and Beijing.
Everything started to take place again.

I'm done, 2014. I'm done being 28. I heard 29 is a bit stressful, so 2015, you know what to do.

My hopes, targets, for new year is:
A better well rounded muslimah now, its about time already.
Less jet setting.
Keep on working out.
Keep friends, make new friends,
Find Love (auw.) - but don't be desperate. Hehe.
Save money - this never gets old.

But first of all, shall we start the New Year with clearing up the mess from the floods! More trips back to Kelantan now, yeay!

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