Friday, July 6, 2018

World Cup 2018

So world Cup is back. and as usual, my body clock gone haywire and all, but not so usual that Germany exit on group stage! man..i was so heartbroken..

But it doesn't stop there. Well football goes on, so I continue watching with no particular favourite. wishing Germany is still here haha.

And... I do not only miss Germany team. It's so different. I don't feel belong here. it's not the same. Not to mention that Italy is not in the tournament at all. Germany departed earlier. And so many familiar faces have retired.

man growing up is so hard. I have always laughed at my mother everytime she said "my favourite is rud gulit" mom that is so yesterday.. but now i get it.

I miss Shweinsteiger, Podolski, Lahm, Iker Casillas, Diego Forlan, Marchisio, PIRLOOOOO, Totti, Buffon (to name a few...) it's so harddddd goes on..

Monday, April 9, 2018


Not a big fan of lagu lagu mainstream tapi lagu ni memang Lit.

Lagu ni sesuai untuk orang yang ada hubungan sejenis, hubungan dengan suami orang, hubungan hubungan terlarang.

Rasa macam nak bagi dekat semua yang I tau ada hubungan hubungan terlarang ni haha

Wednesday, October 4, 2017

Still Here, Guys

I have a problem with people telling others don't do something they have never done before.

If you have never been to some place, don't tell others "Don't go there" for a fear that you read online / heard from someone (who most probably read somewhere/heard from someone too).

If people want to travel, let them travel and tell the tale. You, have no right to stop them (or make them feel bad about it).

Tuesday, May 16, 2017

True Love

It all started here

and ends here

It was good while it lasted, but I think I found my closure.
You have no idea how much this whole thing has shifted my life in a way that I could never imagine.

How much money I have spent, how much time I have sacrificed, how many friends I have made.
Those are the moments that will forever live in my mind.
And while they are still good, with a heavy heart I think I'm saying goodbye. 

Cinta itu membebaskan. Jika ia kembali. Itulah cinta sejati.

Monday, March 20, 2017


not having work to do, got me facebookwalking
facebookwalking got me stalking random fb
stalking random fb got me thinking about this question.

ever since this blog started in 2008, i haven't stopped thinking/talking about marriage/wedding.
I guess it won't stop until I finally have one.
But the question is,

Wednesday, October 12, 2016

I Ain't No Miracle Worker

I know, it's no longer news that people cry watching Grey's (by people I mean me) but this episode is too painful to watch.

Meredith talked about Derek, to her new lover (I know she loves him). I cried like mad. I did. I even weep. 

But, the real reason was when I saw Tuck all grown up (he's a teenager now) I remembered that time when I watched Bailey gave birth to him, I was in my bed in UTP. that was a long LONG time ago. Too emotional to remember. I grew up with Grey's, how can I not be emotional :(

By the way, I am totally team Riggs. I love him and Mer.

Tuesday, October 4, 2016

Usher Raymond

Earlier this year I told Aisha that to complete the journey towards 3 series, we shall go to watch F1 Live. I remember Aisha contemplated (can't blame her, it can get boring) so I guess the idea drifted away.

Until one day I saw that Usher was coming to the after race concert. LIKE WHAT. can't all my wishes be compressed in one day right?

So, the hunt for tickets begin, but I have spent all my money for partying this year I can barely afford this. But I have a great company, so I couldn't waste this chance, except that, one unfortunate morning I actually gave up this plan.

And I wanted to believe that it was the right decision, not until my cousin offered us tickets.

So there we were, 6 of us, believed that we actually had the tickets and gambled our way to Sepang circuit with less expectation and we scored the MAIN GRANDSTAND passes.

Our seats were so near to Kimi Raikonen that to get nearer we actually have to be on the track.

Not bad right, how rich people entertain themselves. Apart from free passes that could cost us RM1350 each, it only costs us few ringgit for food and 2 damaged eardrums.

2 hours later, the real party began. I can't possibly put this into words, I am done. Usher, is it.

I could upload a video that I recorded but you won't like it.

That's the 4th The Voice coach I've watched after Adam Levine, Alicia Keys and Christina Aguilera. He sang about 15 songs and I can feel that this is a closure I can say goodbye to concert parties haha.

Thank you Intan and Dee for believing that we actually got the tickets (we didn't give any hopes until we actually held the tickets) it still feel so surreal.

I keep on saying 30 is awesome and it keeps giving me the same feeling, only better.