Monday, April 9, 2018


Not a big fan of lagu lagu mainstream tapi lagu ni memang Lit.

Lagu ni sesuai untuk orang yang ada hubungan sejenis, hubungan dengan suami orang, hubungan hubungan terlarang.

Rasa macam nak bagi dekat semua yang I tau ada hubungan hubungan terlarang ni haha

Wednesday, October 4, 2017

Still Here, Guys

I have a problem with people telling others don't do something they have never done before.

If you have never been to some place, don't tell others "Don't go there" for a fear that you read online / heard from someone (who most probably read somewhere/heard from someone too).

If people want to travel, let them travel and tell the tale. You, have no right to stop them (or make them feel bad about it).

Tuesday, May 16, 2017

True Love

It all started here

and ends here

It was good while it lasted, but I think I found my closure.
You have no idea how much this whole thing has shifted my life in a way that I could never imagine.

How much money I have spent, how much time I have sacrificed, how many friends I have made.
Those are the moments that will forever live in my mind.
And while they are still good, with a heavy heart I think I'm saying goodbye. 

Cinta itu membebaskan. Jika ia kembali. Itulah cinta sejati.

Monday, March 20, 2017


not having work to do, got me facebookwalking
facebookwalking got me stalking random fb
stalking random fb got me thinking about this question.

ever since this blog started in 2008, i haven't stopped thinking/talking about marriage/wedding.
I guess it won't stop until I finally have one.
But the question is,

Wednesday, October 12, 2016

I Ain't No Miracle Worker

I know, it's no longer news that people cry watching Grey's (by people I mean me) but this episode is too painful to watch.

Meredith talked about Derek, to her new lover (I know she loves him). I cried like mad. I did. I even weep. 

But, the real reason was when I saw Tuck all grown up (he's a teenager now) I remembered that time when I watched Bailey gave birth to him, I was in my bed in UTP. that was a long LONG time ago. Too emotional to remember. I grew up with Grey's, how can I not be emotional :(

By the way, I am totally team Riggs. I love him and Mer.

Tuesday, October 4, 2016

Usher Raymond

Earlier this year I told Aisha that to complete the journey towards 3 series, we shall go to watch F1 Live. I remember Aisha contemplated (can't blame her, it can get boring) so I guess the idea drifted away.

Until one day I saw that Usher was coming to the after race concert. LIKE WHAT. can't all my wishes be compressed in one day right?

So, the hunt for tickets begin, but I have spent all my money for partying this year I can barely afford this. But I have a great company, so I couldn't waste this chance, except that, one unfortunate morning I actually gave up this plan.

And I wanted to believe that it was the right decision, not until my cousin offered us tickets.

So there we were, 6 of us, believed that we actually had the tickets and gambled our way to Sepang circuit with less expectation and we scored the MAIN GRANDSTAND passes.

Our seats were so near to Kimi Raikonen that to get nearer we actually have to be on the track.

Not bad right, how rich people entertain themselves. Apart from free passes that could cost us RM1350 each, it only costs us few ringgit for food and 2 damaged eardrums.

2 hours later, the real party began. I can't possibly put this into words, I am done. Usher, is it.

I could upload a video that I recorded but you won't like it.

That's the 4th The Voice coach I've watched after Adam Levine, Alicia Keys and Christina Aguilera. He sang about 15 songs and I can feel that this is a closure I can say goodbye to concert parties haha.

Thank you Intan and Dee for believing that we actually got the tickets (we didn't give any hopes until we actually held the tickets) it still feel so surreal.

I keep on saying 30 is awesome and it keeps giving me the same feeling, only better.

Sunday, August 14, 2016

While you were sleeping

i got to update on my 'while you were sleeping' journey but, i am too lazy. haha
this few years back i picked up a new interest, to go hiking.
HIKING is too big a word to describe what I did when what I actually do is just walking on a trail up and down a hill and stopping occasionally whenever i can't catch a breath.

And regretting my early morning wake up to force myself into the woods, knowing that later all I'll be having is sore and pain all over my body. But, I still want to do it.

I guess this is why women got pregnant over and over again; a moment of pleasure. hahaha. (serious no connection over here)

So today we took over Bukit Gasing (this place is so near to my place that if I walk there it will take shorter time than the actual 'hiking'). These people today stopped hundreds times because I was too slow. Seriously, only hike with people who don't mind your pace.

But the best thing has to be - i have to glorify this everytime, there is this woman who joined us halfway, I called her kakak and she said, 'don't call me kakak, my youngest is older than you'. to which i replied 'how old is your youngest?' she said '24.' and I'm like.... 'and you think I am???'

'I don't know.. 24? 22?' 22 GAISE. 22!!! personal record.

Anyways. Right after hiking we went for Banana Leaf at a famous banana leaf restaurant nearby and oh my god, WORST service ever. I almost swore I'll never set foot here again (and the banana leaf rice is not that good anyways, I still prefer Devi's). And at the counter there's a sign saying that they don't care if their competitor is charging less, they sure know what their food is worth. Oh wow, Such Arrogance? no wonder the attitude.

I wonder why this place is so famous after all.