tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7656804966428958912024-03-13T23:36:00.374+08:00Tuan PuteriVerifiedHanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01087720365738671419noreply@blogger.comBlogger830125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-765680496642895891.post-82901957573704751142020-01-24T11:23:00.003+08:002020-01-24T11:23:42.213+08:002018 Concerts<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
2018, 2019 was concert years for me.<br />
What can I do dahhh time time ni lahh semua decide nak buat comeback lah apa.<br />
Tu pon I still have to miss some, but I already went to like a LOT.<br />
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<b>KRU - 5 May 2018</b></div>
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KRU weh. KRU. Serious. How can one possibly miss it. I basically grew up with their songs (this line is going to be a lot). My first cassette ever was KRU. kumpul duit (maybe not) back in 1996, kaset Cherrina tu. ke Awas? yang ada lagu janji tinggal janji tu.<br />
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Dulu kat dungun tu ada cinema, the only movie yg i sempat tengok di REX Dungun tu was Awas. Pastu REX tu pon dah hancur. tahun bila pon aku dah lupa, darjah 4 dah pandai g tengok movie ngan cousins. My parents are sporting.<br />
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<span style="text-align: justify;">I paid 150 (or something like that, lupa) and definitely, worth every penny. Last concert, habis semua lagu dia main, Dah aku pon macam orang gila dalam tu. Memang gila. KRU masih energetic, semput sikit sikittt sangat. Yang penting, Yusry Hensem haha haha. </span><br />
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<b>RUFFEDGE - 5 August 2018</b></div>
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Kalau KRU tu zaman sekolah rendah, ruffedge ni zaman sekolah menegah lah. Masa they announced nak comeback tu, aku dah datang insane. Hari hari dengar lagu ruffedge pastu keluar lagu baru pulak yang memang best, makin la gila. Tiket RM128. Standing zone, diri belakang-belakang tapi tak apa pasal I kan model, kawan-kawan yang pegi sekali pon model so ok.</div>
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The best part of the whole show was, ada satu group laki ni diri belakang kitorang, and suara diaorang ya Allah sedapnyaaaa haha. balik tu I siap siasat dan tak syak lagi diorang banyak main gig zaman-zaman R&B Hip Hop dulu, patutlahhh sedap suara.</div>
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Dah tambah dengan showmanship Ruffedge yang memang Da Bomb, suara tak berubah. Azan dan mode tuuuu please sing at my weddingg. Sein and Zain yang handsome. I fell in love so many times that night.</div>
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<b>TULUS - 19 September 2018</b></div>
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5 javajazz, tak pernah dapat tengok. Sebab tulus, selalu penuh hall, beratur nk masuk sampai habis show. Kali ni, puassss hati 1.5 hours. Puas ke? Sebab ada orang dah ‘ dok sabo nak g javajazz next year’ Orang tu lah, yang convinced I untuk pegi tengok tulus ni, walaupun I dah almost not going because "I went to so many concerts this year" not knowing apa nasib aku tahun depan haha.</div>
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Suprisingly, ramai ya yang kenal Tulus kat Malaysia ni. fullhouse lah!</div>
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<b>Hujan and Masdo - 7 October 2018</b></div>
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Hujan ni bukanlah my top favourite ke apa. But siapa yang tak ada crush pada Noh Hujan circa 2006 - 2008 kannnn. He was the thing kot that time. Pernah sekali tengok Hujan Live kt wuhuu 2008. And I know Raja memang crush terok dengan Noh, tiket pon RM50 je so marilahhh kita.</div>
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Dah hujan tu, konsert pon hujan lah. But we had so much fun that night walaupun basah kuyup, and pakai selipar. Makanya, esoknya I cannot feel my legs lah. </div>
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Hanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01087720365738671419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-765680496642895891.post-13514315670066316802019-10-01T13:39:00.001+08:002019-10-01T13:39:03.154+08:00Rindu Yang Tidak Berpenghujung<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
We lost our dearly Ayah Chik last Saturday.<br />
It felt surreal.<br />
Perhaps because we just lost Ayah Ngah 9 months ago, even that is not processed yet.<br />
The whole 18 hours of witnessing his last moments keep on playing in me head on repeat.<br />
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I was on half day leave on Friday, was supposed to accompany Yan to pick up her SCKLM kit in KL.<br />
We were having lunch at Lubuk Bangku when Mama called.<br />
Asking me to go visit Ayah Chik promptly because his condition was getting worst.<br />
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Ayah Chik was already in CVSKL for about one week but NOT ONE of us actually visited him because we thought... nothing was serious.<br />
But clearly we didn't know better.<br />
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He laid flat in the ICU, there were about 20 doctors and nurses around him.<br />
One of the nurses was even standing on the bed reassuring herself could apply most pressure on Ayah Chik's chest.<br />
We were told to leave the ICU.<br />
The doctor told us that it's not looking good.<br />
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Soon the ICU waiting room is filled with more and more familiar faces.<br />
From Zohor to Asar to Maghrib to Isyak, we just couldn't leave.<br />
We took turns to sit on the floor, stood near the elevator, slept on the couch.<br />
From babies to elderly.<br />
Mama and Ayah arrived from Terengganu.<br />
No one is allowed in the ICU, but we still wait outside.<br />
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12am, 28th September 2019, the doctor let everyone in the ICU.<br />
There was nothing else they could do.<br />
All we can do is to be next to him and be with him.<br />
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We saw the BP dropping.. from 80 to 50.. to 40..<br />
We were so tired, we took turns to take a nap..<br />
10, 20, 30 minutes<br />
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6am.. we all prayed subuh.. I was done first, so I went to his room<br />
There were only Abe, JJ, CikBi.. and we saw his BP dropped...<br />
Abe stopped whispering to his ears, he just stood there, clueless and still<br />
"Sejuk.. tak ada darah.. sejuk.." he said that a few times..<br />
And then a nurse came "dia dah nak takde dah ni.."<br />
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he looked so peaceful, not at all struggling during his last breaths..<br />
I stood back.. in the corner of the room, couldn't hold my tears as I saw one by one coming in the room<br />
and in a blink of an eye the room is filled with people who loved him dearly...<br />
and whom he has loved his entire life<br />
BP still dropping.. from 19..18...<br />
the doctor declared the time, 6.30 am, 28th September 2019.<br />
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We lost him.<br />
It still feels so surreal.<br />
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We miss you Ayah Chik.<br />
We miss all your antics.<br />
We Love you.<br />
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Hanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01087720365738671419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-765680496642895891.post-24442007637966575192018-07-06T14:47:00.000+08:002018-07-06T14:47:14.875+08:00World Cup 2018<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
So world Cup is back. and as usual, my body clock gone haywire and all, but not so usual that Germany exit on group stage! man..i was so heartbroken..<br />
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But it doesn't stop there. Well football goes on, so I continue watching with no particular favourite. wishing Germany is still here haha.<br />
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And... I do not only miss Germany team. It's so different. I don't feel belong here. it's not the same. Not to mention that Italy is not in the tournament at all. Germany departed earlier. And so many familiar faces have retired.<br />
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man growing up is so hard. I have always laughed at my mother everytime she said "my favourite is rud gulit" mom that is so yesterday.. but now i get it.<br />
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I miss Shweinsteiger, Podolski, Lahm, Iker Casillas, Diego Forlan, Marchisio, PIRLOOOOO, Totti, Buffon (to name a few...) it's so harddddd<br />
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Ahh..life goes on..<br />
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Hanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01087720365738671419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-765680496642895891.post-79821701452556468032018-04-09T14:27:00.002+08:002018-04-09T14:27:56.135+08:00Haram<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Not a big fan of lagu lagu mainstream tapi lagu ni memang Lit.<br />
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Lagu ni sesuai untuk orang yang ada hubungan sejenis, hubungan dengan suami orang, hubungan hubungan terlarang.<br />
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Hanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01087720365738671419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-765680496642895891.post-67198819764009016972017-10-04T13:31:00.001+08:002017-10-04T13:31:30.952+08:00Still Here, Guys<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I have a problem with people telling others don't do something they have never done before.<br />
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If you have never been to some place, don't tell others "Don't go there" for a fear that you read online / heard from someone (who most probably read somewhere/heard from someone too).<br />
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If people want to travel, let them travel and tell the tale. You, have no right to stop them (or make them feel bad about it).<br />
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Hanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01087720365738671419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-765680496642895891.post-17831121045879473162017-05-16T22:55:00.000+08:002017-05-16T22:55:21.121+08:00True Love<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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It was good while it lasted, but I think I found my closure.</div>
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You have no idea how much this whole thing has shifted my life in a way that I could never imagine.</div>
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Hanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01087720365738671419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-765680496642895891.post-49926456221193253842016-10-12T10:48:00.001+08:002016-10-12T10:48:46.249+08:00I Ain't No Miracle Worker<div style="text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="270" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/qLocR9qcHJ8" width="480"></iframe></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">I know, it's no longer news that people cry watching Grey's (by people I mean me) but this episode is too painful to watch.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Meredith talked about Derek, to her new lover (I know she loves him). I cried like mad. I did. I even weep. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">But, the real reason was when I saw Tuck all grown up (he's a teenager now) I remembered that time when I watched Bailey gave birth to him, I was in my bed in UTP. that was a long LONG time ago. Too emotional to remember. I grew up with Grey's, how can I not be emotional :(</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">By the way, I am totally team Riggs. I love him and Mer.</div>Hanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01087720365738671419noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-765680496642895891.post-69612339637079174762016-10-04T21:09:00.001+08:002016-10-04T21:32:32.885+08:00Usher Raymond<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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So, the hunt for tickets begin, but I have spent all my money for partying this year I can barely afford this. But I have a great company, so I couldn't waste this chance, except that, one unfortunate morning I actually gave up this plan.<br />
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Not bad right, how rich people entertain themselves. Apart from free passes that could cost us RM1350 each, it only costs us few ringgit for food and 2 damaged eardrums.<br />
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That's the 4th The Voice coach I've watched after Adam Levine, Alicia Keys and Christina Aguilera. He sang about 15 songs and I can feel that this is a closure I can say goodbye to concert parties haha.<br />
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Knock knock. Is anybody here?<br />
Look at this place, so quiet, as if it never exists.<br />
I really don't want to be that person who never updated her blog anymore but look here, 2 months have passed since my last update and it's..<br />
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I paused and took a sip, didn't know what to say.<br />
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Too many things, AND I MEAN IT, too many things have happened in the past two months and let's start with, WE MOVED again. This time to a new house NEARER to Aisha's house (it's impossible to get nearer than this unless I go live with her).<br />
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Had lunch with Pink and Ilah at The Apartment and it still amazed me how much Naurah has grown up. So clever, so cute. My uterus is under pressure.<br />
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And Raya and Puasa, was OK. well, Alhamdulillah it went well.<br />
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I turned 30, gaise. Never knew I would made it this far but Alhamdulillah.<br />
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It's not easy to plan a reunion after 14 years, but AADC2 is out and it doesn't feel right not to watch it with the people you watched the first one with. So we planned one.<br />
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We wanted to make it close. Just us 11 (and plus ones and their little boys and girls) but everytime we saw each other there will be people going like.. 'Tak Ajak!' 'Nak join!!' so we decided to open the invitation through facebook.<br />
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Only to have 3 people out of our gang to turn up haha but it's okay.<br />
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SOOOO have you watched the movie?? I did, 3 times!! and I still want more. The first time, it felt like Rangga owes me an explanation for breaking up with me! I cried so bad and I really missed himmm (too emotional).<br />
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It's just that, the theory of summer love/reunion is proven. TOO dangerous for you in a relationship ok, because during holiday people tends to demand for extra TLC so everything just seemed too sweet to handle but not when you go back to real life you'll realize the one you're currently dating is actually more stable in prospect and such.. and to be reunited with ex on a holiday.. bad call man, bad call.<br />
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I'm all #teamrangga and #teamcinta but seriously, not applicable for real life ok!<br />
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But everytime I left the movie, I am always left wanting for more. So I went to get this.<br />
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Last Saturday we lost a cousin to cancer.<br />
He was in a battle for almost 10 years and he passed away peacefully beside his beloved wife, children and grandchildren.<br />
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His spirit and will to live will forever be remembered, and he will always be our hero.<br />
We love you and will always miss you.<br />
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Hanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01087720365738671419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-765680496642895891.post-66281648288403601342016-01-20T23:09:00.004+08:002016-01-20T23:09:58.562+08:00Samsung iRedho<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
So my Galaxy Note 2 decided to totally kaput today. I woke up and realised my phone is rebooting but wouldn't start. I knew this means trouble. I thought I'd wait until tomorrow.<br />
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I had a normal day. Woke up and shower, took my breakfast, watch my favourite show on television. drove to office, called mum from the office phone to tell her that I'm without phone. Ask her to courier her old phone to me. I thought I'd wait until tomorrow.<br />
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To which she replied, I don't have to, I can just bring it to you.<br />
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'You are coming? '<br />
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'Yes. So I take it you didn't know. Since your phone is broken and all.'<br />
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I swear to God I think I almost screamed, JUST TELL ME MUM, WHAT HAPPENED?<br />
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My uncle was down with heart attack and was brought to IJN and will go on a procedure immediately.<br />
In another side of the world, my cousin who is suffering from Gangrene just been admitted to ICU HUSM in Kota Bharu.<br />
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My mum, who couldn't reach me all morning, couldn't tell me that she's still deciding whether she's coming to KL, or going back to KB.<br />
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That was a lot to digest given that I was only out of reach for FRIGGING 6 HOURS.<br />
I thought this is it.<br />
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Immediately drove to the nearest store and get me a good functioning phone for the lowest price they can offer.<br />
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Wanted to throw my Note 2 in a dustbin too. But Magh was nice to remind me that this phone has been serving me for long, even before Fatimah was born. To think again, my problem is the least of all problems we all are having now.<br />
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A lot of things for a starter, Allahuakbar.</div>
Hanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01087720365738671419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-765680496642895891.post-54336072444045590642016-01-18T18:12:00.000+08:002016-01-18T18:12:16.235+08:00Highlights<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I think the highlight of being 30 is when people think you're 27.<br />
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It was a normal day, went out shopping with a few friends. And we're jokers like that, them salesgirls were having good times laughing at our antics.<br />
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I challenged one of them to guess our age and she said.. 27.<br />
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I said we're 30 and she said.. NO WAYYYY.<br />
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Haha. We're easily amused like that, that has already been our highlight of the day!</div>
Hanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01087720365738671419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-765680496642895891.post-42239267418933759382016-01-13T18:10:00.000+08:002016-01-13T18:10:02.099+08:00Too Soon To Start<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
1. My uncle passed away last week. From Him we came, to Him we return.<br />
You will always be remembered as the uncle with lots of jokes and teases.<br />
Al-Fatihah.<br />
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2. A cousin has been warded for almost 10 days now. For his prolonged cancer journey.<br />
This one is a tough one. Will always ALWAYS admire him for his will to live.<br />
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3. A friend's wife (who is also a friend) diagnosed with tumor in brain, went on operation to remove, still in recovery stage.<br />
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4. A cousin's brother went on heart operation. Recovering well.<br />
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So I said I wasn't to shabby for a start, init.</div>
Hanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01087720365738671419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-765680496642895891.post-38090030545129161052016-01-04T22:10:00.000+08:002016-01-04T22:10:03.898+08:00Not too shabby for a start.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
This new year;<div>
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Had to answer 'how old are you?' for the first time on 2nd January. Was contemplating between 29 and 30 but I said 30.</div>
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Received 2 compliments I look young for my age (have to put it in here haha) and one is from my teacher from standard six who actually still remembers my name! </div>
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4 days of holidays but one night in Kuantan, one night in Terengganu, one night in Kota Bharu. Phew!</div>
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Drove all the way back from Kota Bharu to Bentong (personal record!) and had to surrender to my brother to drive to Puchong not because I was tired but because I couldn't stand not looking at my phone for too long haha.</div>
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Watched Dilwale, again, and inspired by Kajol's beauty, again.</div>
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Lots of quality time with the family, I love.</div>
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Hanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01087720365738671419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-765680496642895891.post-68544931412299513512015-12-31T11:46:00.000+08:002015-12-31T11:46:07.393+08:0030 you<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="text-align: left;">I actually liked my best 9 of 2015 tho half of em are from 2014 like why?</span></div>
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<span style="text-align: left;">This is a picture perfect. Me working out (yes!), travelling, a guy, an ex boyfriend haha, me on my birthday (a year older, a year wiser) my family, my cousins, my bestfriend.</span></div>
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Just like how I feel about myself, my life right now. Perfect where it is.</div>
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2015 has been a lot about openness, agreeing to disagree, and ended with a closure.</div>
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2016, still the same resolution; to find innerpeace, to travel, to keep fit, to work out, to lose weight, to save money, and to find love.</div>
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30 you allllllllll!!!! oh my godddddddd</div>
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Hanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01087720365738671419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-765680496642895891.post-6121623082201706602015-12-29T23:01:00.000+08:002015-12-29T23:01:46.238+08:00too much is changing<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Today I sent Amalin off to Bintulu. I know it's nothing but too much is changing.<br />
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She grew up so fast. I remember the first time I ever took her out she was only 3years old. She couldn't even speak properly and she was still having her baby fat. <br />
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Now she's ten and all I know is the next time I see her she could be a grown up teenanger who doesn't want to hang around an old maid.<br />
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huwaaaaaaaaa.</div>
Hanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01087720365738671419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-765680496642895891.post-53854730663604347622015-12-22T12:29:00.000+08:002015-12-22T12:29:27.714+08:00Movieganza<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
That is the theme of this year's company annual dinner, where I came dressed as myself because hidup ini satu pentas kehidupan haha. I wasn't expecting anything so yeah, from the office off to the ballroom.<br />
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Then I was surprised by the doorgift, it's something that I've been wanting for a long time, A TRAVEL ADAPTOR! and the food was actually really good, and I won a lucky draw worth RM250!<br />
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When you expect less, you will always get more.<br />
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And in a sea of people I didn't expect to see you but somehow I did. Somehow when I wasn't even looking you showed yourself and I just couldn't take my eyes off you (tho you came with another woman but it's okay because movie ini belum habis LOL)<br />
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Thank you HP for a memorable night. It has been 5 amazing years and 4 annual dinners, it just gets better everytime.<br />
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Hanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01087720365738671419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-765680496642895891.post-80448453171912670242015-12-17T20:08:00.000+08:002015-12-17T20:08:20.330+08:00Factory Reset<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
So my phone decided to go jammed on me. something about process.android.process.acore has stopped or shit, it was terrible. Only when your phone doesn't work will you realise how much you are depending on it.<div>
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Stalking people, alarm clock, music, all that jazz. I couldn't sleep thinking will I wake up tomorrow now that my phone won't wake me up. What if my mother calls in the middle of the night (my father is here in the next room so it was actually not a problem but my mind wonders somehow.. it's that bad) I think I suffered depression from looking at my phone and all the notifications but not able to read or do anything at all!</div>
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So. I decided that's it. I'm buying new phone! But I'm no some rich fag who eats cakes on diapers so.. decided on some alternative.</div>
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Googling around, some people even extended help to recover my phone but to no avail, I stepped up. Backed up as many data as possible and wipe my phone off then BAM. GOOD AS NEW!</div>
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Phewwwwwwwwww pats on my back!!!</div>
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The first thing I did was to restore all gone applications (my top priority was Whatsapp and Spotify) once done I figured everything including contacts and stuff, this was the best part.</div>
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While restoring, I get to choose, the apps that I no longer think I need, same goes to contacts. All the messages were gone, history log, it's not there. Like nothing ever happened. </div>
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It somehow feels so good, like a new start. Like I can finally move on from a break up message or something (there was none don't worry) and it made me feel all brand new.</div>
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Sometimes, all we need is a factory reset.</div>
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