Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Sacrifice for Raya Haji

With the new schedule coming around it's so hard for me to juggle my time between the odd working hours and the so many leaves I have to take to attend people's weddings.

And so it happens so many of my so close and beloved ones got married in this near 3 weeks, with Kak Ewie on this Raya Haji, followed by Piyie 2 weeks later, on the same date with my beloved Rumet, which extends till 13th and Amad on 25th.

When the new shift schedule comes out I have to pick which of the wedding I have to sacrifice because I have to work on weekends, so I told Mama I may not be able to make it to Johor on Piyie's wedding day but I'll be back to Kota Bharu for the groom side, which I think is more important since that is our side.

And you can hear that disappointment in Mama's tone I can't afford to listen so the first thing I did today is to find someone to replace my shift on that day.

I can never make my mother happy. My job is not making her happy, my relationship status is not making her happy, my choice of living, my income, the car I chose to drive, the way I chose to manage my time, the clothes I chose to wear, never will make her happy. So this time maybe I may.

As much as I was happy not being able to attend a family affair which sometimes breaks my heart because my uncles, aunties and cousins really know how to humiliate me with all the 'bila lagi 'things, asking me in front of people, condemning me with saying things like 'nobody wants you because you're fat', you know, joking poking like its so funny HA-HA, and because I am hardcore like that, I have to smile and pretend the jokes are all funny HA-HA let's laugh HA-HA

But Piyie is not at fault, Piyie is a very nice cousin and he'll be there no matter what and so I will too, so I'm sacrifing being happy when I can.

I wish I can tell them to leave me alone but I guess I'm not that hardcore.
I wish I am really hardcore.

Something good will come along, will come along, will come along.

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

7 Eleven

So starting next week i will be on 24/7 shift, yeay! i will have to work on weekends and overnight, yeay!

As much as it sounds like it's a pain in the ass but I am actually a bit excited and cannot wait to start the new shift, only to be looking at the schedule and my shift started with OFF DAYS

already putting me in good mood.

and the best thing is, i will be on leave for 7 DAYS including the Raya Haji.


What a way to start a new shift.


Now since I have bought flight ticket on Monday morning, I shall continue my 4 days suddenly off days doing la-la-ing, or maybe roadtripping?

anybody?

Monday, October 22, 2012

Treble Trouble

'Treble: noun; 1. Brit. three sporting victories or championships in the same season, event, etc.'


Kak Wani, Mama, Abang Hery, Akif, Me,
3 kali GOLLLL

Kak Leen, Abe Aar, 
2 kali GOLL

Ayah, tidur separuh jalan.

Amalin, Fasha, Damia, Nana, Intan, Aisha,
aaaaaaaa gol aaaaaa mana satu kelantan aaaaaa kita suka warna apa aaaaaaaa

Fina, nangis selok

nak pecah rumah
hehe. Couldnt be better :)


Thursday, October 18, 2012

Birkin?

So today in the surau I saw this woman carrying a Birkin. My heart literally stop beating. I am not the kind of person who adores brands and stuff, but Birkin is Birkin. Seriously, Birkin?

I think I even say it in my prayer that this Birkin better be Original. Because what kind of woman would carry a fake Birkin? Have you no self respect at all?

I get fake Fendi, Prada, Chanel, Dior, but no woman should carry a fake Birkin. It's like the mother of all bags!

Believe me all night I have put all my energy, trying to wrap the logic ideas around my brain that this woman, could afford a Birkin.

Don't let me start on the woman. Not Birkin-y at all.




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Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Sigh

This is how I feel, most of the time, now.


Joey: I miss this.
Chandler: I don’t think we’ve actually done this before!
Joey: No, I-I miss hanging out with you.
Chandler: Well we…we still hang out.
Joey: Not like we used to. Remember? You and me used to be inseparable. Y’know now it’s like…things are different.
Chandler: Well y’know, things are different. I’m…I’m married now.
Joey: Oh sure—And hey, don’t get me wrong, I am so happy for you guys. I just…I miss…hanging out…just-just us, y’know?
Chandler: Yeah, I miss that too. I tell you what; from now on we’ll make time to hang out with each other.
Joey: You got it. Come here.

Friends, The one with the stripper.

Monday, October 15, 2012

Mrs James Valentine


Minat Rockstar sibuk nak main gitar
Minat bola sibuk nak main FIFA
i need to fight my identity crisis!

Thursday, October 11, 2012

Hantu

Just a quick update. My phonebook magically disappeared after my whatsapp automatically uninstalled from my BB.

I have no idea which Hantu are performing all this unnecessary operations but it's giving me pain in the ass.

I need to collect all the details in my phonebook again (because I was so clever not to have a backup) so if you think I should have your phone number, text me (and give me your name).

Damn how do I ask for my dad's credit card details all over againnnnn!!!


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