2011 - love means letting go.

2011;

The ultimate crush came back for good from the land of abroad. Then just like after 2 months or something, I don't really remember, a very unfortunate fate brought us together in one very awkward moment that I would never want to remember.

Yes. I don't know how to act, what to say, and I don't want to put lemonade on the already hurting wound but yeah, let's just say, some people are real bitch in a very bitchy way they don't really understand.

I always never wanted to meet my crush. I always have this line in my story to my unborn little pies 'you know I once liked this guy, he's not your father, but that's just because we never met. If we did, he couldve been'. I always wanted him to stay be the guy I'm not with only because I never met him.

Now that we did meet, the line automatically removed from the storyline because guess what, apparently of course he's not the guy who's attracted to some fat girls (yes he even called me fat). He is just one fo those ordinary guy.

In just one moment, the guy of my dream, the ultimate man that I thought could level up to my father, turns into a total jackass.

All those tears I wasted and crying in my cousin's car and spending a long weekend in Bandung and Jakarta just to retrieve myself back makes me feel like a loser!

And then, news break, he likes my friend.

So you know what, him, just like that line that has been removed, automatially vanished.

This guy; all this crush thing, never happened. All gone with 2011.


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