Hadiah Merdeka

Ayah mandikan Aaron yang dah berbulan tak mandi. I masih belum merdeka dari menjadi seorang anak yang bergantung kepada mama dan ayah hehe.

I tumpangkan a colleague from Kerteh to Kuantan and dia belanja I minyak kereta Full. How rare is that?

Today, berbuka di Johnny's and was suprised bila kawan Ayah who was eating next table paid for me and brother.

Alhamdulillah. Rezeki Ramadhan.

Terima kasih semua. Semoga Allah limpahkan rahmat dan rezeki yang berlipat kali ganda.

Korang macamana?

Perempuan Garang.

Hari ini birthday Perempuan Garang.

Taun lepas perempuan garang hanyalah seorang perempuan garang, tahun ini perempuan garang telah bertukar status menjadi perempuan, isteri dan ... yg garang.



Hopefully, tahun depan, perempuan garang bertuka menjadi Perempuan, Isteri, Ibu dan ... YANG GARANG.

You know you love me, XOXO!

Yang benar,
Perempuan Cantik


By the way, I telah decide, since tahun ini I rasa macam nak tengok BOLA heh heh, so apart from Bundesliga and La Liga, I think it makes no harm to follow EPL jugak.

So apart from Bayern Munchen and Real Madrid, I'm rooting for Manchester City.

Sebab ada David Silva.

Yum factor, very Rufus Humphrey mix Armand Maulana!

The joy of being home

One of the many-many things; the bottomless football games.



It gets better when watched with father or brother, or even mother. even the same game again and again :) (albeit not in spain damn it!)

Berbuka tadi, nasi kerabu kuning dan ayam percik putih (homemade yum!). Besok sahur Sup Kaki dan berbuka nasi beriyani, juga homemade.

Ini lebih baik dari Buffet RM98.90 hotel La Meridien KL, yang belum pasti kehalalannya :P

Dan ini untuk DJ XFM yang judmental; you suck.
Cheryl, dan Samad; F you, F her too!

Pesan Kak Muna, "Mencari suami kaya bukan materialistik, tapi realistik"

Hell yeah she's now driving an Audi. Walk her talk isnt it? *idola

Wallahualam.

If it was me

A friend of mine won a contest and get to MEET MESSI LIVE IN SPAIN.


the Messi part, the Spain part, everything kills me. Ergh *filled with jealousy*

It was a chance for two, and she's taking her mom, of course.

So I was talking to a cousin and he asked me the question;

"Kalau U, U bwk sape?"

Hurm lemme see.

On top of my head I have Miss Kartika Malini. Of course. Dokleh bayang weh. Harus pengsanggg. Meesssiii messsii marrryyy meeee!!! What more she rooted for Argentina and all (albeit it was Higuain and TEVES haha)

But but.. Raja pon ok jugak. Since she's a football fetish and all, but does she really drool at Messi?

ok but if my mum says, 'bawakla mama kakak', i really have no choice do i?

"Bebeb U xnak bawak ke?"

If I menang contest 'Berseronok di Las Vegas bersama 15 orang Mr World' Hell yeah I'LL TAKE HER! haha (kaykay boleh ikut, tapi kene bayo tiket sediri ah... boleh?)

but anyway, i harap-harap siapa-siapa pon yang I bawak, janganlah ada yang rasa left out whatsoever. Because this person reallllly deserve it in some way, and most importantly, I bukan nak please please orang. I just wanna be with someone I'm really happy with.

ok, savvy, geddit? SOUS STAND? haha.

waw angan angan ini sangat jauh. Nama I bukan Zainur Azween mahupun Brian Lim Choon Wah.


ps: I tggu contest 'pick 10 favret footballers and be with them alone in one day' I'LL GO ALL OUT BABY I'LL DO IT!

Remember Me

To those girls who were born with a big brother;


The guardian Angel, protects and loves you, unconditionally.

I'd give the world to be in your place, but that's just impossible.
No matter how suck they are, just know that you're lucky.

I'm grateful, but envious. You girls are lucky :)

"You once told me, our fingerprints don't fade from the lives we touch. Is that true for everybody, or is it just poetic bullshit? ," Tyler.

Remember Me; eats you from inside.

Rama Sinta

'Beb, kau tau tak ape maksud Rama Sinta?'

'Tak beb. Ape?'

'Ramadhan Sepi Tanpa Cinta.'

Tapi Ramadhan I tidak sepi tanpa kasih sayang.

Bestie + Mekar; walaupun tak ramai, tapi masih sama. *group hug*

Lalim; walaupun jauh, tapi masih sama :) *kiss on the cheek*

Bebeb; walaupun sudah lama, tapi masih sama *lambung lambung* haha

Superkazens; walaupun selalu, juga tetap sama *rinduu*



Ini Cinta I.
Ramadhan ini lebih cool dan tenang. Alhamdulillah :)


ps. terima kasih Chelsea dan Arsenal sebab bagi 6 gol each sampai I puas hati craving bolasepak (dan juga Chamakh, Fabregas dan van Persie auwww!)

Dell 'Didi' Dahalan.

Dear Mummy Brandon,



Hope this year's birthday is even more special *ehem* and berkat *amin*.

You're one good daughter, one good sister, one good girlfriend, and one good bestfriend too.

You're one of a kind.

May all the joy, happiness, and barakah come your way in years to come.



See you this weekend baby! Mucho Lovesss!

From,
Mummy Marcus, Hani 'Nini' Azhani.
<3

Lalah

"Kakak, on the way balik, singgah mesramall. beli la-la," mama texted.

Ok. anak yang patuh lantas berhenti di Mesra Mall.

Lala. Lala. Lala. OMG baru I realize, I TAK KENAL LALA!

"Mama, lala tu gane?" Text mama. NO REPLY.

carik je la. Lala. Lala. Lala.


RUPENYE LALAH? haha.

I gagal sangat bab masak. masak sup sayur pun ayah tanya, "tak letak garam ke?" epic fail?



Lately ramai sangat orang sakit. Dear loves, take care of yourselves ok!

Wad 2 Intan, HUSM, Kubang Kerian.

All of us are back in Kota Bharu. Not all, but most. This is heartbreaking in so many ways.

My uncle was warded 2 days ago due to his stage 4 brain cancer. The cell is very active, there's no way to make it less. We are prepared, as prepared as we can be.

"It's a matter of Quality and Quantity. Do you want him to stay alive longer but suffer; or to let him go before the pain really kicks in"

"Everyone dies; it's just a matter of how,"

For all we know, eventho the doctors said it may not be long for him, WE could go first. We never know.

Whatever He decides is best for him, we believe it was made best for all of us too.

This is heartbreaking in so many ways.

"Perempuan kalau tengok bola, tengok Players, bukan tengok Game!" - Lelaki

Amboi. Lelaki kalau tengok Victoria Secret Fashion Show for Summer tengok lingerie lah sangat, tak tengok model kan? Hah!


*walau hanya padang tapi kenapa hensem sangat semua ni?


Club Friendly, Bayern Munich vs Real Madrid.
Sanggup tak tedo sampai sahur demi..

Xabi Alonso Yum!


Christiano Ronaldo

*walaupon dia sedikit blergh tetapi harus admit dia ada YUM factor.

Thomas Mueller

Ahh ini betol betol rindu.

Sergio Ramos


Ini kalau bukak baju boleh batal puasa.

Bastian Schweinsteiger

Khas untuk Diana Othman, versi main chiku chak!

Sami Khedira

Blur, nerves!!

Suspek yang tidak dapat dikenalpasti, tapi YUM jugak.

mungkin inilah yang dinamakan Raul ALbiol, kot?

Iker Casillas dalam pelbagai gaya







dan ini untuk KL people Kartika Malini yang berada di Chawan,

*suspen!*

Gonzalo Higuain dalam pelbagai posisi.






Akhirnya,



Real Madrid pulang dengan trofi Frankz Backenbeuer ini.

BTW, pernah korang main "teka dia cakap apa?"

cuba teka, bagi jawapan lengkap dalam bahasa deustchland!

Lepas bola, sahur dengan lengkap! sambil tengok Nur Kasih, FB, dan Neskafe.


*Bodoh Sarah! Bodoh! - Ayah (walaupun dah tengok 14kali)*

Ok dah Subuh! Jom tedo la la!

Hari ini Lambat

"Bila nak berbuka di rumah esok; hari ni selera mesti takkk adaaaa!" - semalam.

Hari ini, lambattt sangat jammm!



4.30 pon amek gamba lagi. dah boleh balik oi!

Balik rumah, sekarang!

YUM!

Ramadhan 1431

We all made it here. From last year's, many of us have lost in the way ; some have peacefully gone to see their maker; but we are still here.

Kalau nak bersyukur mungkin tak cukup kaki tangan mulut dan hati.

Remember how we all have been bad last year. Some people maybe cheat puasa; some maybe spent borosly; some maybe just procastinate a lot.

In my case; I got into a bitch-fight with a friend and lost the right to call her one.

(Yes in case you forget; that was last puasa)

So get this; with new year and Ramadhan is supposed to be the holy month and all; for God sake try to change to be better.

There's the reason why God made you come all this way here.

So here's a few note, for all of us:

1. Stay positive. Nothing good can come from thinking all the things are happening because life isn't fair on you.

2. Keep it moderate, take it easy on your wallet and stomach. Read some biology and study what can happen when you stuff bunch of food into what has been like 12 hours empty stomach.

3. Stay away from any fight from anyone. Also, nothing good can come out of it.

4. Try to control your anger and temper. Have you ever gone mad once and something bad happen? If so then whenever you're losing your grip just think of that.

5. Do not cheat; to God, your parents, your boss, partner, anyone. Try to be good once.

6. Make this a practise, you know. If you change for a month you might feel good and want to be like that forever.

7. Try as best as you can to not miss Terawih.

8. Try as best as you can to spend more time with the needy and sedekah.

9. Try as best as you can to have bonding session to everyone. Berbuka puasa maybe. Afterall, people are what matters :)

10. Try as best as you can to forget and forgive.

Lastly, nothing feels better than when you keep your feet on the ground and heart close to the Almighty. This is bonding time; to the people and the One.

You know better :)

Have a good Ramadhan everyone. Try to channel your interest to make Ramadhan meaningful instead of counting days to Raya ok.

And I'm only saying this because I can read it over and over again as a reminder to myself too.

Love!

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some people are supposed to come back in August.

Some people shall not wait but some people does anyway.

 

Dub Dab Dub Dab.

 

Will some people notice?

 

"I'm sorry I won't be able to make it to your imaginary wedding, but I'm really busy that day. Yeah, I already have a unicorn baptism and a leprechaun bar mitzvah." -Phoebe Buffay, FRIENDS.

 

If this is possible, then that notice part - is inevitably possible too.

 

Dub dab dub dab.

Wawasan 2020

"Mummy kau ni Amanda, dlu gila! Ade ke skali tu kitorang kelua lalu tepi padang bola, die bole pegi hon mamat2 topless peluh2 tu! Bengongg!"

- Aunty Didi, 8 August 2020. Exactly 10 years later :)

Aunty Kiki, wish you were here!


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Strong but needy; humble but greedy.

I'm on my bus to KL. Another weekend over there.

I'm tired of all these travellings here and there. I'm always on the bus.

But heck. While I can afford it, why not?

I'm glad there's an invention called earphone. Been my bestfriend ever since :p

Just now I was listening the most romantic song ever (to my humble opinion) and suddenly it reminds me of the conversation I had with my friend, my futsal coach and his friend.

Futsal Coach: u girls know any place for romantic dinner in KL?
Me : yeah I heard of look out point. Heard it's good.
His fren : where's it?
Me : I dunno. Google it.
My fren : yeah I hear its good too. Or or putrajaya cruise. Ahhhh...
Me : Ahhhhh...
Futsal coach : yeah that romantic!
His fren : price?
Me and my fren : no idea.
Futsal coach : or maybe u can rent a boat, cook by yourself, and I can entertain you both! *singing besame mucho*
My fren : haha funnnnnyyyy !
Me : orrr orrr u can rent a room, facing the sky and the stars, cook by yourself, prepare a nice set up in the balcony. Aaaahhhh I die for that!!
My fren : amaigaddd...
Futsal coach : nice idea!!

His fren : DID IT ALDY..

Me, futsal coach, my fren : homaiiigggooooddd who's that lucky lady aaaaaaaa???

Haha. Some people are just born lucky. Like that lady.

Btw the song is A Beautiful Mess by Jason Mraz. :)


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Girls' Nite Out

Over sangat kan kerja 2 tahun tak semenggah mana pon nak celebrate2. Hehss.

Berbuka puasa at Secret Recipe.



Karaoke at East Coast Mall. Sambut puasa katanya, karaoke dulu sepam, takut kempunan. Hadoii.



Semangat Imam Muda katanya.


From Waka Waka to Bole Chundiya to Senggol senggolan to Kau kunci cintakuuu

Ini mungkin Fantasia Bulan Madu!

You girls are the best!


Nah amek dua besta!


Love korang to bits!

2 years.

From this;



to this;


from N80 to BB Bold 2. From Proton Wira to Satria Neo. From Kerteh to Kuantan. from XX kg to YY kg haha. from 22 to 24. from single to still single ehem.

a lot of things have change, a lot of money spent, a lot of places traveled, a lot of lies told, tears shed, knowledge gained.

time for a bigger change? maybe.

2 years (hopefully counting) now. 20kgs (hopefully not counting anymore) now. countless of friends, experiences, and memories now :D

2 years wasn't easy. was not. was not.

hopefully it gets better :)