Ayat-ayat Cinta: Dua

Ryana : Awak cari saya ke?

.....

Adam: Seumur hidup saya, wak.

-Vanidah Imran & Afdlin Shauki, Sepi.

Wey, sweetness giler neh!

Oh BTW, anda semua adalah dijemput ke majlis Rumah Terbuka (sila jangan tersedak baca perkataan majlis) Aidilfitri kami pada

Date: 03 October 2009, Sabtu
Venue: 3611 Jalan Intan 23000 Dungun Terengganu
Time: 12.00pm - 4.00pm

In case of lost, please call me =) Please bring along your family and friends. Looking forward to meet you all!

Ayat-ayat Cinta : Satu

" Alhamdulillah, hari ini, abang masih bernafas salam cinta dan kasih sayang Allah.

Tetapi, nafas ini kadang-kadang bersesak, dalam cinta dan rindu terhadap Nur."

-Adam, Nur Kasih.

Weh seryes siapa tak mengamuk Nur Kasih takde last week. I threw a tantrum kot ok! haha bengong punye TV3!!!

Oh Btw seperti yang dijanjikan gambar bersama rakan-rakan gila gelak sepanjang zaman.

Raya Keempat (Kuala Berang)

Di rumah Hasmah - Kampung Telaga, Kuala Berang.


Dari Kg Telaga ke Telemong - Si gemok duduk tengah.


Di rumah Qoba - Kuala Telemong


Terima Kasih atas jasa baikmu Aaron!


Sekeping gamba ala-ala kiut harus ada.

Raya Ke-5 (Kuala Terengganu)




(everytime pergi rumah Ahmad wajib jakun ambek gamba punye)


@ rumah Liya


@Kopitiam

Selebihnya hanyalah aktivti dendang remaja sampai ke Maghrib.






Mereka adalah dikategorikan dalam kategori 'Suatu hari bila mereka berhenti menggila, saya akan carik kawan lain' yang saya selalu gembar-gemburkan itu.

Sobbbbbbbbbbb dah rindu raya =(

Keseronokan Raya Ber(puluh Kali) Ganda

Hey Raya siapa yang tidak seronok. I had massive fun, macam complete je rasa Raya kali ini. Ada keluarga, anak-anak kecil yang comel, ibu ayah, dan rakan-rakan terbaik. Kan, complete kan?

Cuma terkilan tak dapat makan Nasi Dagang Kelantan. Terpaksalah Mama saya masakkan hari ini (selepas anakanda nya menangis sebab terlepas Nasi Dagang Kampung Sireh =( )

Eh Suddaallaa kalau merepek tak habis habis. Sila lihat!

Raya Pertama.

Rumah Kampung Sireh dan Melawat Kubur Arwah-arwah Kesayangan.







Rumah Ayah Su







Rumah Ayah Chik







Rumah Ayah Ngah






Raya Kedua

Rumah Ayah Zul







Rumah Mok Cik (MAIN MERCUN WEHHHHH SERONOK GILER!!!!)







OOOOOOHHHHHHH penat! Gambar kawan-kawan kita lihat later yah!

Glorious food comes with great sensitive sentiment.

sup kaki 2 kali, kuzi 2 kali, gulai tempoyak ikan sungai 2 kali, singgang dading sekali, berkali-kali makanan sedap yg lainnya.

kalau tak makan, atau makan tak bertambah,

"sampai hati kakak. Penat aunty masak." Hah! Tak ke menitik air mata!

sudahnya, Diet = Ruined. Haha.

oh sori x ada gamba. Sb ini upload pakai phone ayah. e75 babeh. But the QWERTYpad sucks harruslah next time pk 2 kali b4 beli!

Hari meminta maaf sedunia.

So today, people will start to change their FB status and latest blogpost and all. And starting from tonite, the phone will be cramped with SMS and calls.

 

I get that people. (wah bitter gile)

 

But ini adalah pengakuan saya secara terbuka. Don't bother asking me for forgiveness. Aku dah maafkan kau orang semua the minute the sins is committed.

 

This is the reason why; aku percaya yang dosa-dosa aku dekat kau orang semua adalah double dosa kau orang terhadap aku.

 

So kalau ikut sistem barter, aku lebih satu dosa dari kau orang semua, jadi aku lebih layak untuk minta maaf.

 

To mama and ayah who could so impossibly be reading this, maaf sebab lepas setahun bekerja kakak masih menyusahkan mama and ayah in terms of financial-wise. Haha ini gaji RM10k pon belum cukup dow!

 

To adik-adik pon samelah, sorry sebab kakak tak boleh support korang haha loser sial kakak korang!

 

Untuk officemate, maafkan saya yang sombong, angkuh, riak, gedik, dan garang. Anda memang paling sporting.

 

Untuk rakan-rakan lelaki yang mana secara tak sengaja telah bersentuhan kulit, dan rakan-rakan perempuan yang pernah melihat saya tanpa seurat benang, maafkan saya kerana telah mengheret kalian keluar dari syurga. Bertaubatlah!

 

In the spirit of Raya, dengan ikhlasnya saya telah reset counter dosa kamu semua menjadi KOSONG. Sila celebrate dengan makan rendang!

 

p/s: Ikhlas itu adalah sesuatu yang besar. Aku letakkannya dalam hati-hati manusia yang terpilih sahaja. - Firman Allah SWT (please find the source!)

 

 

 

Letting go of Ego.

17th of September.

2 years ago on this date I planned a suprise Buka Puasa for Husna together with Wan.

I should remember this date because eventually after we came back from the Buka Puasa something happened that even if it makes me a sore loser, it is hard to forget.

So today, this year, is very emotional for me. Last year it wasn't this hard, but this year it is.

Last week me and Husna got into rows, it risks the friendship and trust so I believed there's no way I can make it mend. I admitted it was my fault but on my defence there's always two sides of a story. So even if it makes me the sinner and she's the saint or vice versa, I believed no apologies can ever make things reverted.

I am quite upset that after what happened between both of us, she kind of stopped having relationship with people around me. I'd like to remind her that they are at no fault, I was. But I guess she's wise enough to think about that by herself. Plus after what we said to each other the other day, I don't see why she should listen to me anymore.

I admitted what Raja said, that I still care to even have rows with her is because we both still care for each other. Others, they are just too tired and sick. But I don't. Because whatever happened, I am living myself with the past, what good times we had together and bad turns we went together.

I want to be able to tell my children whose shoulder I cried on and whose laughter I shared with and not having them clueless of who the hell I'm talking about.

I am so tired of hating even when I think to hate it makes me sick. I just want to die peacefully knowing that I come clean to everyone.

I know she said it takes several years to build trust; but only a second to ruin it, but this is me letting go of my ego and hope that even if things will never be like what it use to be, at least she forgives me.

Because I do.

Ini untuk Aishah.

Dear Aishah,

Promise me even when you're gone, you'll still be you. Promise me you'll come back with more and more gossips and promise me when that happen we will do what we do best - gossipping.

Chah,

I have not been a good friend lately, oh yes you know why, but hey this is me being the bestest of a friend I could be, PLEASE COME BACK NOT BOYFRIEND-LESS :P

Just Kidding!

But please please go and come back safe ok!

Hey I know we have all the facebooks and blogs and messengers and all but the time difference, SUCKS!

So chah, take good care of yourself while I take good care of mine.


XoXo and Love,
Che Hani yang single.

ps: oh oh and raje, have a safe journey and great vacation too!

My cousins hated my BF because he kept me away from them =(

So after so many considerations and advices I've decided to dump my boyfriend IF ONLY I find a guy who can top him.

So, hunting for new boyfriend starts now (mental note : current BF doesn't have to know about this!)

Don't worry kawan-kawan sekalian. You will be updated =)

Oh terharu bila cousin pujuk duduk dekat. Rase mahu terbang kesana =(
(hint hint haha)

RINDU DAH DEKAT SEPUPU GILER SEMUE AAAAAAAAAAA

I think I want to break up with my boyfriend.

We met about a year ago. It was kind of love at first sight for both of us.

There were of course a few other guys, some are even better than the one I picked, but hey my guts told me he is the right one for me.

So we went on for more than one year now. of course there were ups and downs, there are no such thing as perfect relationship in this world.

Our anniversary came. Not only that he didn't have any present for me, he even told me that I didn't meet his girlfriend-expectation.

I cried all night long thinking what should I do, or could I have done better. But I think about it through and I'm very sure I've done my best-girlfriend.

So he has to adjust his expectation. But only if it is possible.

So I'm thinking of dumping him before he dumps me.

But dumping him, means dumping the whole circle of friends I met while I'm with him. They are wonderful people.

Plus, even if he's such a jerk, he's still that kind of guy that is hard to find at this kind of time.

And plus it was only a year, should I or should I not give him another chance (to appreciate me), say, another year (that means, gives me another chance to be a better girlfriend too) ?

I hate to think about the road that was not taken. Please.

p/s: Istikarah jalan terbaik?

The Ugly Truth

Sometimes we don't really know who our friends are do we?

 

Berapa banyak yang kita tahu pasal kawan kita yang orang lain tak tahu?

 

atau, berapa banyak yang orang lain tahu tapi kita tak tahu?

 

atau, berapa banyak yang orang lain tahu dan dia ingat kita tahu, walhal kita tak tahu, dan kalau kita tahu pun, kita akan jadi benci kawan kita?

 

bayangkan if forever you have been walked in to places and people gave you this look and you don't know why, or you said hai to somebody but they never replied.

 

and suddenly you know the answer why.

 

rase macam disialkan tak?

 

weh, kan dah cakap, susah ni nak jadi baik!

 

ps: SANI NAK KAWEN YOU ALL! NAK KAWEN! freekingg geettiiinnn mayyyyyyrrrrrreeeeeeeddddddddddddddd!!!!

 

Gadis Melayu lah sangat!

Gadis Melayu 1:

 

Memanglah seronok bawak budak-budak berjalan tapi penatlah dahla pakai BAJU KURUNG kena pakai kasut tinggi pulak tu.

 

Gadis Melayu 2:

 

Hari ni penat sangat sebab kene bawak budak X pegi jalan jalan.

 

(ps: X is a syndrome down kid)

 

WEH APE KE GADIS MELAYU NEHHH pakai baju kurung pon nak komplennnnn saba je lahhhh dahla kene bawak anak yatim pon macam tak ikhlas je.

 

Baik tengok Project Runway.

 

ps: Nak dapat suami macam Adam kenalah jadi setabah dan secantik Nur Amina kan? Mane nak carik Adam ni wehhhh

test 1 2 3

cubaan mengepost blog dr emel.

Ape Beza Memey dan Waheeda?

If you guys remember my post regarding an officemate who asked me if I ever went to disco, ok this post, is all about him.

We actually kind of having a deal untuk tuka location suka sama suka during bulan puasa. Since his wife is working in Kuantan and he is in Paka so he asked me if I'd like to switch location.

Of course lah I taknak since I want to stay in Kuantan kalau boleh forever and all kan tapi since I kesian kat his wife (what more, he has a very newborn baby girl) so I tolerate lah sedikit, fine lah bulan puasa will do.

And then one night I recieved a text from a strange number, which turns out to be him telling me that if I really want to do this, he will ask the boss ASAP. I replied 'Sure I don't mind during puasa'.

A few texts later, STRICTLY WORK SUBJECT, suddenly I received a text from an unknown number.

'HARAP AWAK TAHU BATASAN BERKAWAN DENGAN SUAMI ORANG'

WTF?

Ok I kind of know that it's his wife since they have the same number only the last number is different so I replied 'SORRY I DONT KNOW YOU'

you know what she replied?

'Takpe bukan salah awak. salah suami saya sebab tergila gilakan awak.'

WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF!

wey. seriously. it was only A FEW ONE LINER TEXTS WITH STRICTLY ONLY WORK MATTERS WEH. dahla I don't even have his husband's number.

MY GOD SERIOUSLY. die cek hp husband die every 2 minutes ke ape ni weh?

kesian my colleague kan? kesian tak ade bini macam tu?

weh susah ni nak jadi baik. sabar je la.

On Hiatus - and back!

satu.

Apabila kita begitu hampir dengan mati, baru kita tersedar betapa kurangnya amalan kita di dunia.

When I was quarantined because I was suspected to be infected with the influenze, I couldn't help but to think betapa senangnya nak mati.

Semalamnya merai Magh dan suami berbuka kat rumah, paginya bangun bersahur, tengaharinya bersuka-ria die bungalow Magh with Lin, petangnya ke pejabat dan mall, malamnya, I'm down with extreme fever and gastric. Terus dikuarantin.

Betapa senangnya nak mati.

Dua.

Ramadhan kali ini aku betol-betol terasa macam insaf. Terasa sahaja pun sudah memadai dari terus lalai, kan.

Bila Allah tarik sedikit nikmat baru aku sedar betapa selama ini aku terlalu bermegah-megah dengan kurniaan.

Patutlah bila aku tanya kawan 'Kenapa rezeki orang itu murah sedangkan die mencuri?' Kawan aku jawab nikmat itu juga ujian. Subhanallah. Minta-minta dia ingat kata-katanya sendiri.

Aku sedikit demotivated - but life has to go on. It doesn't stop here.

P/S: Cubaan untuk menjadi lebih baik bermula hari ini, sebab esok mungkin terlambat.